just had a notice....I have to work late today...not sure how late...on that note i have been rationing my days soylent to make sure it lasts incase i get stuck here late...I dont mind getting hungry at home before bed...but i wouldnt like to get hungry at work after a long day and being stuck hungry at work for 2 hours.
normally I get hungry...i take a sip of soylent right away and it goes away...now that im trying to make sure it lasts when i get hungry..i wait like 10 min then take a sip...just not letting the hunger control me as much.
Then I noticed...THE HUNGER ISNT CONTROLLING ME AS MUCH...When I was on real food...hunger (or any mild version of it) meant..I HAVE AN EXCUSE TO EAT!!!
Now hunger is just a reminder...hey..maybe put something in your belly versus...OMG chug half a thermos of soylent....must please the hunger gods!!
Kinda reminds me of what people say about babies...if you pick them up every single time they cry..they will learn to make noise and get attention from it...which will result in annoying adults with entitlement issues.
Been hungry since before I started typing this message...normally id take a sip first then write...but now my logic is...
WHATS THE HURRY...im not gonna die..im not gonna faint...
I am feeling hunger...that means i need to eat something...thank you hunger for letting me know that...ill be with you in 5 min..
Just a notice...
hope im not over sharing...sharing like this helps me justify and solidify new patterns.
and now for the soylent... gulp gulp